I
 went to Wolverine yesterday for a first time, we got a referral that 
seemed promising enough to go up there to try. And I thought I was out 
in the boonies, oh my goodness there is no need for any stop signs in 
that town. It was dead too, no cars at churches, no one answering any 
doors, infact I think I only saw snowmobilers going to cheboygan the 
whole time I was there. It was so red neck people left their fresh shot 
squirrel on their porch since it was cold enough for refrigeration... we
 had like 2 people answer their door in over a hour of knocking, all of 
which had huge crazy dogs that they had to fight to talk to us. 
I
 got my transfer call this week and I will now be the district leader 
over in Kalamazoo, I will be serving in the Kalamazoo #2 area where they
 have 2 sets apparently. 
We were then asked to shovel loads of snow for a less active
 who is really old and then we got the third couch, the second 
hide-a-bed we carried it out the back door of a dentist office, across 
the parking lot and into another building. I lost all of my grip 
strength as we got into the hallway a few feet before the room. So me 
and their landlord slid it in the room. Psh and I even worked out that 
morning on my arms because at the zone training they made me feel bad 
for not, terrible idea.ha ha
I can not believe the 
spiritual power that has been in our lessons this week, every lesson we 
had was great and every one could feel it and we got them all to 
recognize that spirit. But you wouldn't believe how many people called 
and canceled on us or dropped us this week, if only they all could have 
had a lesson like that this week. If only. 
I was asked to bear my 
testimony at the end of sacrament meeting yesterday, one of the speakers
 was terribly sick and couldn't make it so i had the mike for 20 
minutes, I don't think I used all that time, but I took the luxury of 
it. I quickly said my thanks for the branch in like 20 second and then I
 moved on to the message that was being impressed on my heart the night 
before and that morning. I bore my testimony on my love for the prophet 
Moroni and what he said in ch 1 of his book and how he lived his life 
and taught in those few moments we have record of. 
I bore my testimony 
for my love for the Prophet Joseph Smith and how he reflected that same 
type of urgency in his last moments of life too, and how they are great 
examples of magnifying their callings far past what they planned even 
when they "were done for" and how greatly we have been impacted by them.
 I then bore testimony of the heroes in my life who have reflected those 
same desires like Grandpa Crockett and others. I kept breaking in my 
stature while testifying, totally ignoring any notes I took, there was a
 lot of people crying, myself included. E. Miles cried all the way until sunday school ha ha.
My biggest focus this week was 
to teach the Wilson's all of the important things that I thought sr. 
Missionaries should know, giving them the unwritten rules of the mission
 that are now written that they would have never received, teaching them
 about the gospel of Jesus Christ, records, members in the branch, and 
anything else that they recognized they did not know about or learn in 
the MTC. 
I only got to experience one lesson with them sadly, those 
lessons with Sr. Missionaries are my favorite. I was hoping to see their teaching skills so I might have the opportunity to strengthen 
those too but they will be fine. You don't know what I would give to 
have the opportunity to serve a mission as a family, to have that 
opportunity would be incredible. But aligning everything for that in 
this life would be really hard.
One of the greatest, most 
special things to me this week was to have seen the peace that the 
gospel brings!  I never have been able to see that in any area, I don't 
know if I will ever have that opportunity on a mission again. But it was
 the sweetest thing to me to sit with our recent convert J and to 
hear about what has happened since he received the gift of the Holy 
Ghost, how his whole perspective of life changed, how it changed him 
spiritually, mentally, and emotionally and how he bursts into tears at 
the slightest touch of the spirit, how a prompting makes the blood shoot
 through his body and gives him great energy to act, How he has been 
able to connect the dots of things mentally that he never would have 
done before to the point where we started the lesson in Sunday School 
and after we taught a little of the principal he started getting super 
excited. He started telling us what that means and connecting it to 
every other principal that he knew of, making analogies, and teaching us
 about the pre-earth life. (he talked the most ha ha) It was impressive 
to see how quickly he zipped through the scriptures and the things he 
learned from them since his baptism. 
Its hard to imagine my life without 
the Gift of the Holy Ghost in the ways that they have talked about it 
helping them. But it's so exhilarating to them because they were at rock
 bottom low in life,  having suicidal thoughts and then having the 
gospel introduced to them by a friend, by door knocking; and all of that
 changed dramatically. Just like how in PMG it talks about darkening the
 Great apostasy to make the Restoration so much more brilliant, that's 
how it was in their lives. Now being able to have that shinning 
influence from the spirit continually. 
I can hardly 
imagine that and the change that came just because I have grown so 
accustomed to that influence. It has brought a new meaning when the 
scriptures talk about repenting and being baptized that you might be 
Sanctified by the Holy Ghost.
Don't get shot!
-- 
- Elder Truman Rex Crockett
 
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